Heres the deal. My steps towards being one positive cookie are turning to crumb. Its a tad hard to be a ray of sunshine when youre a hormonal 17 year old with a boyfriend to keep up with. Over the course of the past week I came to the conclusion that i am a pretty grumpy person who likes to handle my issues with tears and full contact sports. In the past week im pretty sure i cried approximately 15 times and tried to run someone over twice. Jornaling helps a little bit but this is a small and subtle update i gues that can double as a warning that whats to come may not be all the rainbows and buddhist mantras i thought it would be.